My approach is based on having witnessed and personally experienced the profound, innate intelligence within to guide; to trust we already have the answers within.
The prescribed path for me seemed not be a fit. Born and raised on a farm in southwest Minnesota near a very small town. At age five, I told my mom I would never marry a farmer, did not want to have anything to do with playing with dolls and would leave the farm as soon as I could. Check those boxes as accurate.
Rebelling against norms and expectations came easy, a bit too easy. And so did the consequences that come with unsafe choices. It wasn’t until I arrived in my early 30’s, a newly single mom of a 1- and 7-year-old, with an unwavering eye on climbing the corporate ladder of success that the idea of exploring the question ‘what am I rebelling against?’ burst forth. It was a time of darkness, exploration and uncertainty. I sought guidance from a counselor; after a few sessions it became crystal clear that this was a spiritual crisis. Included in rebellion was a rejection of the religion of origin without recognizing the deconstruction necessary to build up. Thus began an ongoing merging of spiritual curiosity, somatic sensations, and breath exploration that continues to this day.
My spiritual directors offered a safe, nonjudgmental space to question and receive support as did my yoga teachers. The breath and movement of yoga began to thaw the non-feeling aspects of my being. It continues and helps me live with more ease, rebellious habitual patterns replaced with inquiry, reactions as my teachers, as is trust in wise beings, scriptural guidance all girded in the certainty that these practices lead to rediscovery of Self.
Having recognized the inseparability of mind/body/spirit and receiving ongoing guidance increasingly from the wisdom within, it is now my path to offer a blending of these modalities to those on their self-discovery journey, to support the rediscovery, reconnecting to the Source within.